early in the morning

its really early right nao to be blogging but whatever. i dont feel like going to class today, i feel like shit. Why did you have to leave? you left me alone, when i woke up you were gone, again without saying anything. Just like last time, you always do this to me? is it because of dad? is tat why? the sight of it just makes you feel uncomfortable. You never speak to me about your feelings when your here, but when i'm there you always do. What's up with that? i mean i am here for you always, why do you always have to leave liek that. i cry because you left me when i need you the most in my life, the only one that can actually come to the rescue in less than a day, but then you leave. thanks =( you know what i was and still am going through and you just do that to me? i told you everything, i open to you cause i love you, but yet you dont just because of him. You know everything, and you just ... wow whatever. I need you Jason... why can't you just accept what is  reality nao. Come back and help me

dont leave me alone here

xoxo
Vicky❤