black

This is the way you left me, i'm not pretending.
brace yourself for one of my stupidest biggest rants.
Im the most fucked up person. i guess life is just biting me more on the ass. If you were a person. i think i would fucking kill you. leave me the fuck alone. i dont need a life anymore. i can't even be with someone i like. or ever be loved again. I hate trying out love.  because i always get hurt, and i can never love someone cause it seems like i'm not good enough for them.  i try to make a fucking effort but you fucking shoot me down every time. You fucking happy im gonna fucking kill myself. i can't even call you, your phone doesnt have calling shit. because fuck idk. and i just wish it did so i could call you and shit because i am hurting so much, and your the only one on my mind right nao, that i wish i could talk to. it hurts soo much...
liek to add that i hate this person that made me like this.. that night that you made me cry thanks a bunch, your a fucking loser, and i dont need your type of person in my life, cause you guys are shit.... lol anyways idk how to finish this off but ye ye just gonna listen to music and yea ^_____________^ done done

xoxo
Vicky❤