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Thursday, February 2, 2012

Trying To Get Over It

My recent break up.

I wish i did something to be able to save this relationship. It hurts me that i was just seeing if you'd talk to me, but you never did. And when you did, you ended everything. I wish i didn't fight with you that much, i wish i didn't do a lot of things that ruined our bond. It hurts me so much that i have to just stand by and do nothing because i know if i do something, you will never take me back, and there i am running back to you like a pathetic girl.

I miss everything. It hurts soo much, every night crying because i miss everything, thinking that everyone is gonna be okay, when really, it might be, but not for awhile.

How did you move on so fast? thats the question i'm wondering. I cry thinking how come he moved on from me? am i not good enough? was i bad? i want to fix everything, but why should i fix  everything if your not even gonna take me back