lately, i cannot think straight. As much as i try or think that i am going to try hard in school or do really good, or start concentrating and just succeeding, it never happens. My parents are giving me the hardest times right now. Frankly they are using something against me right now that they think is helping me, when really, i could care less about that thing now.
I just want summer to be here already. So i can relax, and actually just be free. away from fucking school. i can't take this anymore. I just feel like having a mental breakdown. Just staying at home trying to recover all my stressed out ness -0-. Everything is just going the opposite was i want it to actually go.
I want to go on a vacation.
Take a break from all this drama
This Stress
This Work
Just ...
i want to be in peace.
Nothing to worry about
Just me in bliss, with the people i want to actually be with, and care about
I never asked for this shit to happen to me. No one really wants shit.
Can't Wait Till I'm Out.
Just Being Independent
Doing my dream
Being with the people i want to be with
Just happy
i can't say that i don't want stress, cause that wont ever happen
but what i do want, is less stress. Stress i can actually control. Not stress so much that i can't even control my own actions, or the way i feel anymore
I feel like i don't even know myself anymore because this monster is just changing me
todaloo =P xoxo
Dream High
Vicky❤
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