As life passed by i thought that my life was going in a spiral downward motion heading for the worst part of my life. The failure that i brought to my family. The stress and drama from my friends and teachers. I thought life was going to just be a bitch to me and just fucking do shit, and not give me some hope and feeling that it would get better
Well that has changed. Life just got a little better. Tomorrow I get my braces off. After 2 years of having them. Having my teeth being from all messed up and ugly, to now all straight and perfect. I am really excited.
Another one: Is that i am finally passing all my courses. I am extremely proud of myself for putting in effort and time to study and do well in all my courses. But i have to admit i will have to work on the math. But other than that. I pat myself on the shoulders. ^_______^
Family. I have been waaay better to my family. I treat them better, actually spend time with them, like as in going out to the movies, or eating out with them at nice places. Just those little things make life, well my life way better.
Last, my love life.
My love has been a total mess lately, and it still is very hectic. I don't know what to do about it. i can't fix that one problem. I think it will take a very long time to mend that one thing. But there has been something, or i should say someone that stepped in to men that hole in my heart for now. And it just made my day a lot better. Made me have confidence. I am very happy right now. and That main person is the reason why most of my life has been back to the happy state. I am glad i didn't stop.
Even though i have other things that are still messing up my life. These things are helping me push those negative things out of my way to focus on what really is making me happy and not holding me back from my happiness. And that is really all that matters right? That everyone can be happy. Something at least makes them happy. And it is really great to find something or someone that help you be able to find it.
Anyways its getting late, and i must go to bed. I have a busy day tomorrow, must hurry and run around town a lot trying to make times right =)
Smile & Take Care Because I Care <3
xoxo
Vicky❤
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