Do you ever feel like youre unsure of somethings? But yet in some ways you know its the right thing to do? Ever scared of being with someone because youre afraid you might hurt them one day?
well i feel like that right now. I feel like in some way i'm going to fuck up and just mess everything up. Just because of what a person said to me before, that no one will ever love me and that i'm the worst person let alone girlfriend in the whole world. I know i shouldn't even acknowledge those words but in some way I feel like maybe that person is right. I've fucked up so much in my life and I'm scared this is going to be another one of those times. This time round its someone that is actually so special to me and i'm scared, i'm scared of everything. Sometimes I feel like since i love this person so much i should let them go because im afraid of hurting them. But yet that might hurt them just as much.... idk what i've gotten myself into. Maybe i should just ignore that persons words and stay with my special someone and forget about those other things... but its hard
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