why

WHY!?:

can't i be more successful

be more beautiful inside and out

smarter

sweeter

kinder

hard working

talented

famous

rich

popular

not picky

better lover

better daughter

better student.

All of these things people want well, at least what i want. Everyone wants to have a little attention sometimes. Get there way all the time, and people lie about these, but deep down they want it really bad. Some people try effortlessly. And some try with all there heart. Some people stop trying because they cant be successful at it.

I admit i try hard, people ask me " why do you dress so nicely, your only going to _______"
The answer is....

i care about how i look when i go out. doesn't matter where i am going, i want to look nice, i put effort and pride into what i wear. And its my choice what i wear, its what i want to wear, but your decision, so back off, and let me live my life the way i want to live it. Cause its not your life, its mine. You may think this and that, but it will never change my decision on what i want to be. You live your life and i'll live mine.
Is that hard? GOSH

Back off my friends, don't be such a bitch. Some people don't know when to stop. They cross the line of being honest. Yea its great to be straight up to people but you know you gotta stop at some point because you pass that line where its okay to say. You know your doing wrong and your being a bitch. But just because your life is horrible and a failure, doesn't mean you get to take over my life and make my life what your life is, which is failure and immaturity, and disrespectfulness.

You need to learn your place, and where you should stand, and what you should, and should not say to people. Your old enough that you should know that by now. So please do everyone a favour and grow the fuck up, cause noone cares about your problems, you go on about them sooo much. And when its my turn to go off on what my problems are and just waiting for you to get advice, but no thats hard for you cause your just self centred

I thought i could trust you but i guess not. Thought you weren't going to fuck me over, but i guess you did. And now i am going to be careful and limit myself to where i trust people or how much i trust people

ENOUGH SAID
updates coming up =) blogging more

xoxox
Take care cause i care =P LOL

Vicky ❤